Euphonious Eternity
As much as loving you, I also hated you.
What good does pride do; except for the the loneliness it leaves in you?
I feel obligated to confess to you,
After congratulating you on victory that you
even from "d-day" were very much primed to;
Finally killing the innocent little girl inside my soul's hive
who was just trying to survive
in spite of the dark depths she had to dive.
But what's the point of victory,
when there is a loser that would be left in misery.
I told you I will always care for you
However I'm tired of enabling you.
There's nothing I can do,
Not anymore, stop the voodoo.
Leaving you with the struggles you are going through
I won't be carrying them for you.
But still one last offer I think you better hear;
One day you will eventually be obliged to conquer the fear
And face&deal with feelings that you can no longer bear
So why not start now dear?
Oh, you're getting out the room again with full of fear
Running away while trying to hold on to your one precious tear.
I wouldn't have wiped it dear,
would have cherished and protected it however.
I told you "I'm right here"
But I won't be chasing the deer;
I'm no longer near so it's your move dear, my path is clear.
So keep it in your mind:
I might not be there for long
Listen to the song
Words shall not belong to your tongue
It is the heart which is never wrong.
Yet again I might not be where you left me
On the side of the road where you turned your back in order not to see
Now diving deep down under the sea
I already sat myself free
So what is it gonna be?
Euphonious eternity is offering serenity.
